Neighbours

omg I am officially scared now.
My dad has just had a full blown row with my neighbour and she has now offended my dad by saying we owe her money as she brought me a new laptop charger and mcfly tickets for a tour a few years ago etc
She's also saying how we offend/abuse her family when we don't and also accusing my brother of being mentally ill as he is always getting in trouble for stuff when that isn't the case.
My brother hasn't got ADHD and isn't wanted by the police. He is just a 14 year old boy who likes to hang with his mates outside tesco and also the football court next door to the shop.
And I also paid her back ASAP for the tickets and the charger. She also just said that it took us THREE MONTHS to pay her back. What a lie because I paid her back as soon as I could (Maximum of 3 days)
I didn't even ask her to buy the things for me. She offered, so it is her own fault! Also she's saying when she offered me a job I refused to show up some days. Thats a lie too because I did show up, on the days she asked me to go in. Then 3 months later I get a P45 from her. I mean, I didn't even say I was quitting! Eurgh she annoys my family so much.
OMG that has wound me up now. I'm gonna be going to work in a really bad mood. I can tell.
I just want to go to work now as this is freaking me out. I have never seen my dad so mad before. Im kind of glad that my house has sold. All we got to do now is find a house for us and then we can go.
Neighbours from hell much?

Urghhh! I wish we could move out now, as in pack everything into a big big big box and go! But no :( It sucks. What also sucks is I have to leave for work in less than a hour and my hair still isn't dry! DRY HAIR DRY! lmao. Oh I better get till trained today or my day will be completely fucked, and I mean it.
Someone cheer me up. I'm actually crying atm.

byeee
xxxx

friends

I'm so happy I actually know who my real friends are now. If I was asked the question ''Do you know your real friends?'' then my reply would have been ''No. Half of them are complete wankers and the other half don't treat me like a friend''.
But over the last few weeks I have been thinking and came to a conclusion as who they are, although I am now considered best friendless. This is because I've had so many in the past who have fucked me around that I cannot possibly have another best friend. I now just consider all my friends close or not. (If that makes sense lmao)
I have my friends at work; they are all totally awesome and we all know how to cheer each other up if we get bored whilst walking round the shop and now party together aha.
Then there are my college friends; they all know how to party and make me laugh, i love them to bits. I feel as if they are all my best friends.
Then there are my school friends. Not got many of them as I hardly communicate with them now but I still speak to them on the odd occasion. I just wish we spoke like we did back in them days.

But yes, I am happy now. Cold though as I've been sitting/standing in the woods in the freezing cold for about 2/3 hours doing nothing but watching them burn paper, sticks, leaves....basically anything they could find burnable. Also got COMPLETELY covered my mud (just my shoes, feet and the bottom of my jeans. Wasn't impressed but luckily the library toilets sorted it out. Thank you library toilets! But the hand dryer scared me, it was loud. Too loud.

Im gonna go now. VERY VERY COLD
xxxx

2nd post

I know I posted one earlier but i really felt like posting another one. My emotions are all over the place at the moment.
I get these days where I feel as if the whole world is against me. I don't know why.
I try to communicate to one friend and then I get a whole group of people as well who I feel I don't want to speak to. I hate people like that, its like butting into a conversation they aren't welcome to. If only I was a stronger person, I'd tell them to fuck off, but im not like that =[ shame really.

Although I haven't got that feeling lately due to I feel like I don't have any 'real' friends. I've found myself talking to a brick wall at times as some people who i speak to like to speak to someone else at the same time which kind of irritates me.
But what I DO hate is group conversations on MSN, specially when I cba to talk in them or they are about something I dont want to know or care about.
Ahhh my life sucks at this moment in time.
i need a friend lmao

Money

I spend way too much money each month. Work pay me just over £200 a month and I spend it all within 2 weeks of recieving it. I'm terrible =[ I need to somehow save it, but dunno how to. I've tried almost everything and they all fail. FAILFAILFAIL!

This is gonna be a short blog today as I need to leave my house soon for college GROAN!

so yeah, ciao
xx

What a day

Oh yes, what a day lol.
I received my staff discount card from work!!! YAY :) 50% discount in any New Look store up and down UK and Ireland (L) also France and Belgium. Love it :) I forsee a shopping trip coming up for me at the end of the month :D
I'm also happy as I have found out how to add music to my blog :) woop. I also found the french song which I was obsessed with a few years ago when I was in the country on the site I got the music from. *squee* haha.

I need to stop using emotions in these posts aha. Please help me stop. This includes ''lol' 'lmao 'rofl' 'pmsl' ':) :D :( =] =['' anything of that kind, please tell me to stop it.

Ah well, Im gonna go now as I want some food.

Bye
xxxx

STFU

Gosh today has been the shittiest day. EVER!
Woke up, got dressed, went downstairs, had breakfast, went back upstairs to brush teeth, went back downstairs again and got ready to leave for the doctors. I mean who has a doctors appointment at 8.30am! TOO EARLY.
Got to the doctors and had my cervical cancer jab. One word "OWWWWWW" It hurt, well it did 2/3 hours after I had it done.
After jab I went to the supermarket with mum and then after that I went to college where I got bombarded with more boredom and annoyance. Arm started hurting like hell. Still hurts now as I type this.

Day also got worse when I got home. Guess why? FREAKIN' POWERCUT!!!!! again. Second time this month ¬_¬ but yes, that annoyed me too. I'm in such a ranty mood today but it hurts to type so I'm gonna go now.

byee
x

Hi blog :)

my it has been a while hasn't it? Yes it has.
Haven't been busy, well I have been to college but that isn't important to me much.

College has been peeing me off lately. The teachers, the work, the people (my classmates). You name it, its bothered me. The last few days have been pretty dull in the word of ''college'' I feel as if I have done no work at all, when I have, but it just doesn't feel like I have.
Something that did cheer me up was I got a distinction in radio :D sosososososo happy about that :D my first top grade!

Tomorrow is gonna be a dull day. I have an injection tomorrow morning at the doctors. I really don't want to go as I hate needles. They freak me out. The injection I'm having is the Cervical Cancer jab which all teenage girls have to have. They'd decided its the 17-18 year old girls turn now =[ grrrrrr they missed 14/15/16 year olds ¬_¬ they did the 12/13 last year. But yes, not looking forward to that. Then I have college mid morning to late afternoon; BOOOOORRRREEEEEEEE! Hopefully something/someone/anyone will amuse me in my lessons otherwise I will be bored.
Well I better go now as I gotta be up early tomorrow morning.
RAWWWWWWWWWWWWWR

xxxx

quiz

LAYER ONE:
– Name: Amanda
– Birth date: 2nd May 1991
– Birthplace: England, United Kingdom
– Current Location: England, United Kingdom
– Eye Color: Dark Blue
– Hair Color: Light brown with highlights
– Height: 5 ft 7
– Righty or Lefty: righty
– Zodiac Sign: Taurus

LAYER TWO:
– Your heritage: British
– The shoes you wore today: Uggs
– Your weakness: Chocolate om nom nom
– Your fears: Insects and heights
– Your perfect pizza: Pepperoni
– Goal you’d like to achieve: Um. I dunno as of yet

LAYER THREE:
– Your most overused phrase on AIM/ YAHOO/ MSN: lmao, lol, haaaaaai;) pmsl, yes, no
– Your first waking thoughts: omfg it is cold!!! RAWR cold

– Your best physical feature: Um i dunno
– Your most missed memory: Um...being 6 years old

LAYER FOUR:
– Pepsi or Coke: Coke
– McDonald’s or Hungry Jacks: McDonalds >.<
– Single or group dates: single
– Adidas or Nike: Neither. Im not into sports items
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
– Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: COFFEE! iwannacoffeenow =[

LAYER FIVE:
– Smoke: for like 1 day lmao! Oh how I regret it
– Cuss: I like to use the word ''Frigging'' or 'effing''
– Sing: I like singing
– Take a shower Everyday
– Do you think you’ve been in love: Um not real proper love, just crushing =[
– Want to go to college: Im already at college; unless you mean uni :S
– Like high school?: Meh it was okay
– Want to get married: One day :)
– Believe in yourself: Sometimes
– Get motion sickness: I used to not anymore
– Think you’re attractive: I am when I wanna be, other days I can be buttugly lmao!
– Think you’re a health freak: No
– Get along with your parent(s): Most of the time
– Like thunderstorms: Meh sometimes
– Play an instrument: Used to, i just cba no more. OMG im so lazy these days ahaha

LAYER SIX: In the past month…
– Drank alcohol: Yes
– Smoked: No
– Done a drug: No
– Made Out: No
– Gone on a date: No
– Gone to the mall?: Yes
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: Yes
– Eaten sushi: No
– Been on stage: No
– Been dumped: No
– Gone skating: No
– Made homemade cookies: No
– Gone skinny dipping: No
– Dyed your hair: No

LAYER SEVEN: Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
– Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No
– Been caught “doing something”: No
– Been called a tease: Yes
– Gotten beaten up: No
– Shoplifted: No...:S
– Changed who you were to fit in: Yes. Oh how I regretted it; darn secondary school

LAYER EIGHT:
– Age you hope to be married: Um...idk
– Numbers and Names of Children: Um i dunno
:)– Describe your Dream Wedding: Just a normal wedding thanks
– How do you want to die: peacefully
– Where you want to go to college: I've been asked this!
– What do you want to be when you grow up: TBH I dunno any more. Something involving Journalism maybe
– What country would you most like to visit: JAPAN!

LAYER NINE:
– Number of drugs taken illegally: 0
– Number of people I could trust with my life: um idk
– Number of CDs that I own: Too many
– Number of piercings: Only my ears
– Number of tattoos: 0
– Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: twice
– Number of scars on my body: 2; one from a bike accident and one from falling over onto some glass
– Number of things in my past that I regret: 0

aha

oh what a great 'college' day I had today. LMAO
Well actually, I didn't have college today. Got a text from our PA saying no college due to staff sickness. I was like :O but im in the college building now :/ sigh sigh sigh!

Luckily I went shopping though and treated myself. Brought a JAPAN top (L) Im obsessed with Japan aha! and I also brought a vest top too.

its too cooooooolldddddddd, it snowed this morning and then again in the mid-morning, early afternoon. Was cool but cold!

(continues blog when my hands regain warmness) seriously, i cannot type, my fingers have froze.

I did a quiz instead haha

bye
xxxx

oh yeah...&&

Happy Birthday Ed ''Teddy'' Hetherton!!!
22 today. Woo
:)

xxxxx

Oh no

The worst thing ever-
new college term begins tomorrow
I really don't want to go, I like being at home and waking up at 9am or even 10am every morning like I have been doing for the last 2/3 weeks =[
College really does suck at the moment and I really cannot be asked with it. Its boring, last year it was fun, but not this time.

Oh yeah, yesterday (I think it was yesterday) I wrote a blog bout a friend of mine not getting kept on at work and she cried bout it; well today I found out she's been kept on! And what made me a little bit OHMYGOSH was that she's now being kept on as she was crying bout it. What a lame excuse. She gets told she is not being kept on, cries, sees manager and is then told she can stay. :@
yeah I am happy for her and all that shizz but I bet if two of my mates (they didnt get in either) were to have cried they wouldnt have had that chance. Favouritism? I think so.

Ah well I am out of here
bye
xxxx

UPDATE

I have decided to add graphics to my page :)
so each month the theme will change;
January is Elliot Minor month for 2 reasons.
1-its one of the members birthdays; tomorrow. Happy Birthday for tomorrow Ed 'teddy' Hetherton :)
2. they are my fave band

want to decide a theme for next month? Comment and if its good enough i might use the idea.
also comment on this months theme

thank youuu
xxxx

Emotions

Emotions. Everyone uses them as it shows us what mood we're in. Happy, sad, angry etc. The list is endless.
This topic really made me think a lot over the last few days, specially at work.
On Thursday, at work, a list was put up in the staff room about which Christmas Temps were able to stay on permanently. Lucky my name was on the list of people who were staying on. But unfortuantly a few people weren't so lucky. Speaking to a few of them after they read the list I realised some didn't actually care as they knew it could happen. We all did, hence the term ''Christmas Temp'' but this word didn't even appear to focus in one girls head. After seeing her name on the ''leaving'' list, burst into tears. For the whole of her shift she'd be seen running up and down the stairs to and from the loos. Her red puffy eyes could be seen from a mile away.
When asking her if she was okay she'd just mumble a yes and run back upstairs to the loos. She was devestated from the news that this list had told her.
I have no idea why she didnt get the job as from observing her myself, and being a friend of hers, she was an ace worker. She never spoke whilst working nor did she distript people and she'd help people if they asked for help. Lets just say she did more then I did haha. I was always chatting whilst working haha! I remember her telling me that if she got kept on she'd save the money so that she could use it for uni, she starts in September.

But anyway, it just shows emotions can affect us at any time, whether its positive or not.
I just hope that the person I was referring to finds another job so she can pay her uni costs. (If your reading this I wish you good luck =])

Well im off now
byeeeee
xxxx

Family

Do you ever get a day or two where you wish you could just block your family out of your life? Well, that is how I feel at this precise moment.
I just wished they'd disappear into a cloud of smoke, or even better, I disappear into the cloud of smoke. They've really wound me up this time.
Going downstairs to grab some of the last remaining pieces of chocolate from the box and what do I get bombarded with? A load of questions! ''Why don't you come downstairs and watch Celeb Big Brother?'' ''Get off the laptop and spend time with the family, it'll do you good.'' ''Do you hate us as you never spend time with us?''
Well, the answers to these would be;
1. I dont want to come downstairs and watch CBB thank you very much as it doesn't interest me much anymore.
2. I don't want to get off the laptop and spend time with you, I see you at dinner time and in the morning (maybe if I am up at 7am; usually on a college day)
3. No I don't hate you, I just don't want to watch TV thanks.

But yes, I would like them to go away, maybe for a day or two days or even better, a week, that'll be nice :)

Im not sat here like a complete loony crying about it, just because they want to spend time with me and I dont really want to watch a lame show. TBH half the TV shows they watch are lame so I'd rather not sit down in front of the tele.

Its really peed me off now and I am in full rant mode.

Would anyone like, for me, to come round their house and spend a few days with you? As I dont want to be in my house at this moment in time.

Hai 2009

Heeeeeellllllllllloooooooooooooo 1st January 2009!
lol.

So it is 2009 :) woo, thank god 2008 has ended.
I hope it will be a good year, otherwise I would like 2010 please lmao! Nah I wont wish for that till probs June/July time.
How has the first 10 hours of my 09 go? Well, its started off okay so far :) Mum cooked a fry up for brekkie. OM NOM NOM! I like fry ups.
120 days till my birthday :) I dunno what to write so I thought I'd write that.

I really need to stop posting random blogs. So I might quit blogging for a few days till i can get my mind round a decent blog.
You might see me on 5th January, as I go back to college that day and knowing college I will deffo have something to rant about.

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
xxx