2nd post

I know I posted one earlier but i really felt like posting another one. My emotions are all over the place at the moment.
I get these days where I feel as if the whole world is against me. I don't know why.
I try to communicate to one friend and then I get a whole group of people as well who I feel I don't want to speak to. I hate people like that, its like butting into a conversation they aren't welcome to. If only I was a stronger person, I'd tell them to fuck off, but im not like that =[ shame really.

Although I haven't got that feeling lately due to I feel like I don't have any 'real' friends. I've found myself talking to a brick wall at times as some people who i speak to like to speak to someone else at the same time which kind of irritates me.
But what I DO hate is group conversations on MSN, specially when I cba to talk in them or they are about something I dont want to know or care about.
Ahhh my life sucks at this moment in time.
i need a friend lmao