friends

I'm so happy I actually know who my real friends are now. If I was asked the question ''Do you know your real friends?'' then my reply would have been ''No. Half of them are complete wankers and the other half don't treat me like a friend''.
But over the last few weeks I have been thinking and came to a conclusion as who they are, although I am now considered best friendless. This is because I've had so many in the past who have fucked me around that I cannot possibly have another best friend. I now just consider all my friends close or not. (If that makes sense lmao)
I have my friends at work; they are all totally awesome and we all know how to cheer each other up if we get bored whilst walking round the shop and now party together aha.
Then there are my college friends; they all know how to party and make me laugh, i love them to bits. I feel as if they are all my best friends.
Then there are my school friends. Not got many of them as I hardly communicate with them now but I still speak to them on the odd occasion. I just wish we spoke like we did back in them days.

But yes, I am happy now. Cold though as I've been sitting/standing in the woods in the freezing cold for about 2/3 hours doing nothing but watching them burn paper, sticks, leaves....basically anything they could find burnable. Also got COMPLETELY covered my mud (just my shoes, feet and the bottom of my jeans. Wasn't impressed but luckily the library toilets sorted it out. Thank you library toilets! But the hand dryer scared me, it was loud. Too loud.

Im gonna go now. VERY VERY COLD
xxxx