Party last night, everyone drank a little more than their used to and some things got out of control. A girl passed out, some blood was found in the bathroom and I started accussing my two best friends of getting off with each other which turned into a crying session.
I love my two best friends a lot, but seeing them get to close to each other just brought me to tears. Seeing them snuggling up together made me emotional, all that was going through my head was 'that should be me' because all my friends know I like him, which made it even worse because they were the ones to tell me bout them both. So with me sitting on the stairs with Blake, Lewis, Mark, Louis, Ian and Amy just showed to me people cared about me last night. Whenever they walked together I just burst into tears; is that normal?
I even remember shouting at them both saying I was upset and angry with the pair of them getting close and all they said was 'we're drunk' whatever!
I even remember shouting at them both saying I was upset and angry with the pair of them getting close and all they said was 'we're drunk' whatever!
Im starting to well up now just writing this.
I truely truely do like this guy a lot but now seeing this just proves he doesn't like me the same way. Drunk or sober!
So tonight, I have decided to pluck up the courage and tell him all. If I could tell them it angered me to see them both like that, then I am sure i can tell him how I feel, truely!
So tonight, I have decided to pluck up the courage and tell him all. If I could tell them it angered me to see them both like that, then I am sure i can tell him how I feel, truely!
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