I want my blog back

I missed it haha.
Yeah, in my last post I said I was taking a little break, well I really couldn't. It kind of hurt so I decided to come back.
So many things are on my mind at the moment and I feel like a right idiot about it all. I have no confidence at all.
1. I need to talk to my manager about swapping work days
2. Also need to talk to her about my pay and how crap it was
3. I wish I had the guts to tell guys who I like....That I like them.
I fail at life practically! I wish I had failure tattooed to my forehead. I probs do actually, but cant see it as it could be in invisable ink.

So it is the easter break...and as usual, I am doing nothing. But in the 2nd week I am going to a theme park with my besties :) Woo! Well I class them as my besties. I hope they class me as one haha! How sad. Also got one of them staying round my house the night before. WOO MINI PARTY!!!!
Hmm running out of stuff to say. Oh yeah, in other lame news...I think I am losing the guy I like....Eeek....Do not like it one bit. HELP! haha.
I really should find out if he likes me, but like I said above...I am not a very confident person. PLEASE HELP haha

Im off
cyaaa
xxxxx