Friends

Today really opened my eyes about friends. Some just don't want to be around you. How fucking nice is that?
Was walking down the road with some friends of mine and one said to me "why do you hang with us? You must think we're a bunch of effing weirdos!" So I turned to him and said "I dunno, but you aren't all weird at times. Just some times." Another said "Yeah, why do you hang with us?" Them saying this made me think twice. Should I really be hanging with them? Are they trying to tell me to get lost, is it because I am the only girl of this friendship group so far? It makes me wonder.
Maybe I should stop hanging with them for a while and see how they like that. It might do me some good because I am a bit behind at college because I usually skip lessons to hang with them. It isn't good.
But what I found out of order was ''Do you have any other friends?" If that was meant to be a hint of telling me to go away then they can stfu because I don't see them hanging with other people every other day. They know I have other friends. Bunch of motherfuckers.

I need to stop swearing. So I am going now
Byeee
oxoxo