Goodbye

No no no. I'm not going anywhere, don't all cry at once (lol what a bad joke). My half term is saying goodbye, for tomorrow, I am back to college. Oh yay *sarcasm*

I am kind of excited, yet not pleased at the same time. There is something inside of my head going "OMFG you're going back to college, be happy Amanda." No, just no. When I think of that thing then I will be happy about it, but for now, I will be miserable.
So today, I spent my last free day out with friends. I know some people usually spend it sleeping all day as they like to make the most of it but I decided I would rather hang with my friends as I sometimes get bored being in my house alone whilst my brother is out/at school and my parents are at work. I sometimes feel grateful for the silence that you usually feel when experience being home-aloneness but it can get a little boring after a while.

UPDATE; on my health: the headache has gone, the dizziness has gone. But I still have the annoying sore throat. Its decided to partner up with a runny nose. So now, whilst I try and socialise with people; it will be like "Hi, -sniff- how are you? -cough, sniff-" Its so annoying. Was talking to one of my friends today and they said "Have you got a cold?" Do I have a cold? No I fucking don't. I'm not coughing badly...Its just a stupid sore throat which makes me sound like I have. Still need to find out how I got it though, hmmmmmmmmmm. It's a mystery to me.

Well, I have to go now. Dinner calls.
Ciao
xxxxx