Quick update/rantish topic

So over the last couple of hours, or should I say days? I'm gonna go with days, I have been thinking whether or not to post 2 blogs a day. I dunno why but I somehow get a good feeling when i press the PUBLISH button on this blog site. Its like a flow of energy (if that makes sense)

Anyway, onto my rant. I have been thinking, over this past year, about my friends and how some of them mean so much to me in my life and how some just act completely retarded in front of me.

She used to be so funny and caring towards me when we were younger and in school. We'd always go to town after school finished or we'd go round each others houses to swap hair and beauty tips or just play on the karaoke machine, like all girls do. But ever since we've left school last year she's changed so much. Its like she's a different person altogether. Its as if I don't know them anymore and they're a complete stranger towards me. Sometimes I just wish that it could go back to the old days.

(DELETED) tbh i dont have a best friend =[ but if I did then I hoped they'd be like what I described earlier.

Another good friend to me is just the same as above; she helps me with all my dilemmas and I feel like I can open up to her if I feel upset or I just need to tell someone how I am feeling. I can trust her to not tell anyone my deepest secret.
Being able to trust them.
I think that is what everyone wants in an honest friendship. None of those lying idiotic friends as they are not worth anything, in my eyes.

I found this quote once whilst watching Winnie the Pooh with my cousin. Friendship warms the heart and I thought that was the best quote ever, because it does in an odd way. It gives you a secure feeling, which I love :)

TO THE RANT: I just wish that my idiotic friends would stop being idiots as some of them are making me so upset that it is making me ill, somehow i think they should just stop and think twice about how they should show their feelings.
okay that doesnt make sense, but to me it does =[

I feel as if I have writing forever so I might stop now.
See you tomorrow bloggers
love from me
xxxx